nextguardian

Well, I went to the meeting on Tuesday and said that I didn't want to work Sundays and they tried to compromise but I said I wasn't extremelly keen on it. In the end they said (politely) we wouldn't like to have you on board. So I'm happy, my boyfriends happy, my mum is being supportive, my dad's sort of being supportive in his own manly way (but is already talking about other cleaning jobs, that's right, I was going to be a cleaner >_<) Truth is I don't particulary feel like cleaning is the right job for me, even though I haven't tried it yet. I feel it's more of a chore than a job. What's getting to me is my sister, I didn't tell her what I did because I knew she'd be angry. She said that I won't find another job and I'm stupid to walk out on something so great (moneywise and uniform wise). She just took away my confidence just like that. Sorry I'm saying all this stuff to you, because you're probably like "Erm.......*types you'll be ok*" I thought you would be a good person to talk to because you'r going through a tough time right?

LOL. I feel your pain. Teens can be really annoying. Anyway. sorry I missed you last night. Anyway. I'm still having so much fun. ^_^ NOT! anyway. what's up with you tonight?

I'm doing ah. . . Well annoyed. I get to run security for a bunch of rowdy teens. So fun. Not! Anyway. Sorry to hear about the rough times. They really suck. Anyway. I almost didn't get to in to this event because i had a really bad panic attack. First one I've had over nothing in a long time. I had to beg in order to be allowed to come. And now. I'm just annoyed by it. Lol.

Hey i just wanted to let you know that i will be on late tonight. About eleven. I'm on a mission trip and they have us working until then. I'll also not be able to be on for long. They have lights out at twelve thirty. So in other words i wont be on as much this week. Just a couple of hours at nights. So talk to you later.

I have my prologue up if you wanna read it -^^-

ok thank u

Hi!! wanna be frendz? ilove ur art!!!

I'm fine. U?

Yes it does help. Did you ever feel bad that you turned them down, even though you knew it was the right thing to do but you were still unemployed? I've got that feeling right now.
I'll get reading on your stories very soon as soon as I have sorted all this out.

I'll PM it to you. *yawn* If i know right your in my sisters timezone (FullMetal_D) so your ont he NY side of the country.. or in a counttry i have no idea about >.>;;;