nextguardian

Thankies for the comment!^^ XD

HI! wanna b friends?

tobi: pleeze? *gives u cookie*

the past is the past and i cant change it i just have to deal with it. this burden is mine to bear
but thanks

Hey NextGuardian ^_^ Things are going good, thanks for asking. How have you been? No need to thank me for proofreading your story :) I enjoy helping others out. It's great to hear you're following my advice though ^-^ I must hurry and read your newer chapters!! Only up to chapter 4 or 5 I think...so far it's been really interesting. I'm quite a ways behind, but hopefully I can catch up lol. So you need help with female anatomy? No problem :D Just gotta remember what the main tips are...I know for one, females are generally shorter/smaller than males. Their shoulders are narrower, but their hips are wider. Hands and feet are usually drawn smaller too (to make them look cute). I think too with drawing girls, they have more curves than guys, particularly around their waist/hips. If you need tips for their face, most of the time they have larger eyes with small noses. Their faces are pretty round too, with slim necks. If I think up anything else, I'll tell you...my brain doesn't seem to be working very well right now lol. I hope that's helped a little...when I get a moment, I'll have a look through the manga drawing books to see whether they have any more tips. If there's anything in particular that you need help with, just ask :) And don't feel peeved off that you can't draw girls very well. I heard somewhere that it's harder to draw the opposite sex, so it'll just take some practice...although, for me I find drawing dudes are easier O.o Can't quite explain that one lol. Probably because I draw them more often than girls...yeah, I'm rambling. Sorry about that!! Anyhow, I'm off to bed -_- I'll see ya later NextGuardian!! ^_^

The name was given by myself, and that is the name I am now known by by the clan. I took it on as a reminder that my soul is forever broken and fragmented by the things I have done. I am beyond repair, but it also it is to show that I am shattering the past order to free the future generations of shinobi from the fate and pain I go through because of the blind loyalty that shattered me. It shows that even shattered I can change the future and use the past to strengthen my cause. That is why it is my rouge name. It has been since my second year as a rouge. Anyway, I'm glad gray is gray. I just sometimes feel stained that's all. Sorry to get like this, I just got to thinking about it and you always seem to help me riddle my way through things, this has bothered me for a long time. I'm not sure why I needed to talk about it now.

Glad you see my cause as noble. I have to say. I'm glad at the moment I'm calling the shots. That way I can only have done what I know I can handle and not have to worry about inner conflict. I can finish a mission and not be worried about it's morality. Anyway, I sometimes feel like I personally hang out at the darker end of the gray area. I have done things I regret in service to my old clan, I think my cause now is making amends to that past. One of the reasons My rouge name is the Shattered Past Shinobi. Yeah, I think you are the first non Shinobi person to ever hear that name. Ironic that I'm telling it now. Sorry, I'm having one of those flashback sessions that haunt your nightmares. I have never killed, but I have done some intense things in the name of my old Kagi.

I would have to agree. Blind loyalty is one of the reasons I became a rouge, but don't think me evil, but I still struggle with disobeying an order no matter what it is. We are for lack of a better term brainwashed to become the perfect obedient tools. I prob would not be able to carry out a mission that required such a conflict of morality. It goes against my religion and my own moral compass. Although It would honestly close to kill me (literal, I have given myself ulcers before for failing a mission) to fail or be unable to conciously not complete a mission. That is one of the down falls of my art. We don't handle failure or unobedience very well. Anyway. that is one of the reasons I wish to upset the clans order. I want to make sure not another shinobi has to be tortured with either the choices of moral breakdown or severe guilt of failure. Sorry, Don't think me unfeeling, but brainwashing is a powerful tool that is hard to break.